The Sins of Anna

I pull at the bottom of his shirt freeing it from its secure place neatly tucked in and slide my hands underneath. I dig my nails into his shoulder blade pulling him closer when his starts to break away the kiss. I don't want him to stop not even for a second. I moan when he still pulls away. I can hear the evil snicker.

"Hold on Angel face before I can't control myself." I stand there practically ready to burst I wanted him to hold me. "Let's do this right." I look at him confused. "Let's go on a date tonight just you and I. Forget the clans for a night, and just learn about each other, before we become man and wife." The words man and wife roll of his tongue like honey, still we have never gone on a date before ever. We would go to his office and then go back to the manor, before that, it was me going home alone. Yeah, we went to events for the charity thing but those weren't dates. So why did he suddenly want to and just when we where about to, I want to groan thinking about how ready I already was. "Don't make that face. I have every intention of getting you in that bed love where I can completely see your beautiful body exposed, and skin kissed with a hint of red only for me." I Blush hearing him describe how he see's me when I'm naked. I never get use to it.

I nod agreeing. Ren and I where going to go on our very first date as a couple. I'd be lying to say I wasn't nervous, and it's not because someone might be lurking to take one of us out. Ren had left me to get ready while he made phone calls. Saying not to worry about the details to wear what ever I wanted that he would take care of the rest. Problem is Ren is man with money. He is use to fine dining and classy things, I however am not I don't want to feel out of place being under dressed. I also don't want to be seen as trying to hard and being over the top. Fuck, why couldn't he at least tell me what he had in mind. I groan as I push clothes around in my closet. Screw it I'll just wear what I feel like. I groan again. What do I feel like? Man, sure be nice right now, to have a woman friend around.

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I know it was spur of the moment and fuck my dick is pissed as hell at me. Still I want a relationship not a sex toy. More I am with her the more I want and I was hit with the realization we had never had a relationship other then physical. It makes sense she has doubts like last night. So out of desperation to prove there was more to use, I pleaded for her to go on a date with this sorry excuse for a man. Still it was like getting slammed in the face with a door when I waited in the foyer and looked up the stairs to see how absolutely stunning, she was as she descends the stairs to join me. Her hair was pulled up into a messy bun with curls. Elegantly falling to side of her face. The natural glow of her cheeks with a kiss of makeup made her eyes sparkle. I could barely look away.

"Is this okay for where we are going?" She gestured to the navy blue off the shoulder crop top, I linger on her gorgeous abs before I hit her hips, admiring how perfect the knee-high black skirt that had frill go from the top at the waist at start of a knot down to the bottom of it and around but it cupped her ass perfectly. I can see the nervousness and worry in her eyes.

I smile pulling her in close. "Fuck honey if I had known you'd dress up like this for me I'd have taken you on a date much sooner. We better leave while I still have control, because part of me just wants to go back upstairs, and continue what we started. Your so fucking gorgeous it should be a sin." Her face lights up like I had never seen before and for Christ sake I almost want to kick myself for not making her smile like this before. I escort her out to the car hoping I can continue to make her smile like this.

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I had expected some Ren to take me to some extravagant restaurants and was worried because I wasn't really dressed for it. I was excited when we pulled up in front of a small out of the way place that many would just drive past. Ren gets out and comes around opening my door for me. I can't help wanting to laugh. He was pulling out all the stops. It's not like he had to play the game to get in my pants that had long past, so he was really just being the gentleman pampering me for our first date. I notice him glance around, he then ushers me inside. The sounds of a sexy latin music can be heard the second we walk through the door. Greeting by the hostess she escorts Ren and I to a table for two in the back. A candle has been placed the hostess lights it after setting the menus down, then leaves us.

"I look around admiring the old rustic building. People are out on the dance floor having a good time. I feel drawn in. I had never danced like that before. Though I remember the first time I danced was with Ren was at that event just before I was kidnapped. I bit my lip recalling the horrible events. Man, how I cursed him for leaving me.

"Do you hate it that much?" Ren's voice pulls me back.

"What? No." I shake my head vigorously.

The waiter shows up asking for our drinks. Ren orders a Brandy and me a Cosmo. I want to argue that I can order my own but I would have just chosen that for myself and I knew it.

"So, what's wrong if it's not the place?" Ren was staring at me serious expression on. Her wasn't going to drop it.

"I was just remembering the first time I ever danced." I look back out at the people having fun, then back at Ren who is smiling smugly. "I'm not saying it's a good memory", I pout at him. "Least most of it wasn't a good memory." I can see the hurt in his eyes, the side of Ren only I get to see.

The waiter comes back to take our order, I let Ren order for use as I was indecisive and little distracted. The waited left to put out order in.

I sink my head, "Would you make it up to me?" I mumble Almost expecting him to turn me down. The sound of his chair pushing back surprises me, he comes to stand next to me his hand held out.

"Dance with me Anna."