Chapter 346: The changing heart of a naive girl
Chapter 346: The changing heart of a naive girl
Ichika had closed her eyes like a little sleeping cat, so I carried her to her apartment.
The gate guards let me in easily even if Ichika was asleep, they just report this to Ichika's father.
In general, the quintuplets' father is too permissive and won't interfere in his daughters' lives as long as they seem happy, even if that happiness is only superficial.
Despite his shortcomings, he's not that bad of a father, it's just that he doesn't know how to take care of a family. He has the mind of a businessman who only sees profit and loss.
On the other hand, he doesn't like me very much since I'm practically an illegal immigrant, although he's not against me being in a relationship with his daughters as long as I don't hurt them.
I went upstairs to Ichika's apartment while Umaru, Medaka, and Ina continued to play.
Umaru hates to socialize, but she inherited our father's social skills. When she is willing to interact with people, she can befriend almost anyone.
She dragged the members of the chat room into the world of games and cartoons. Now they all seem to enjoy those hobbies.
The brat has tried to make me like that stupid thing, but I still think it's a waste of time, even though I don't judge people who like that kind of activity anymore. Hobbies help maintain mental and emotional stability.
I arrived at Ichika's apartment and felt the presence of the five sisters. Today is Wednesday so they should be in class, although knowing Ichika, she should have notified her sisters that I'll be back in town today.
Before knocking on the door, I spoke to the women in my mind. – "Do you want to go out for a while?"
After my candid talk with Shiki, it's official that Gaia will be my base of operations, so I want to create an environment where my wives can enjoy life.
Tsubaki, Ortro, Yoko, and Nia are always on my mind and they don't complain about this. I know they don't have a problem with this, but sometimes it's good to get some fresh air, especially since my mind is full of violence and not a healthy environment for them.
(Author's Note: Tsubaki Nakatsukasa from Soul Eater)
(Author's Note: Nia Teppelin from Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann)
(Author's Note: Yoko Littner from Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann)
(Author's Note: Ortro (Niku) from Lazy Dungeon Master)
The four women did not refuse to leave, only Ortro preferred to stay inside my mind to sleep.
"Will you do another orgy?" – Yoko looked at me with mockery and contempt.
"Maybe I will" - I smiled. – "Don't worry, I'll make sure to give you a lot of attention~"
"Idiot" – Yoko looked at me with contempt, although she did not move away from me.
I smiled at how funny this woman is and gave a small knock on the door as I raised my voice. – "Hey, one of you come to open the door"
When the sisters heard my voice, the first to rush over was Itsuki. She ran for the door as if she feared one of her sisters would beat her to opening the door.
(Author's Note: Itsuki Nakano of The Quintessential Quintuplets)
Itsuki opened the door and was about to say something, but he stopped when he saw Ichika in my arms.
I wiped away the tears and the smell of vomit, now it seems that Ichika is fast asleep as she tightly grips my shirt sleeve. She doesn't seem to be going through a trauma, she just seems to have missed me a lot and that's why she clings to me.
I sighed. – "You can scold me all you want, but first, let me take Ichika to her room so she can sleep"
Itsuki sighed. – "She was very excited that you would come back today, maybe she did not sleep all night"
Or maybe she killed an idiot, there are many possibilities.
I entered the apartment making the rest of the sisters look at me with different expressions.
Umaru showed that her brain isn't totally messed up. She quickly approached the girls and showed an innocent face. – "Are you Onii-chan's wives? May I call you sisters-in-law?"
Most of my harem met during the orgy, but Umaru, Ina, and Medaka hid in Umaru's room, so they need to introduce themselves.
"…." – The sisters blushed and were fascinated by Umaru's adorable expression.
The brat has practiced for years to make puppy dog eyes, though that has never worked on me.
While the girls were distracted by Umaru, I took Ichika to her room.
It would be better to wipe her body with a warm towel so that she can relax, but I have to talk to the four sisters.
Ichika's body is already clean, so I made her comfortable on the bed and carefully undressed her.
I got her the most comfortable pajamas from her closet and dressed her so she could relax, then tucked her under her covers.
I stroked her hair and kissed her forehead. – "Get some sleep, I will be talking to your sisters in the living room, if you need anything I will come immediately"
"…" – Ichika continued to pretend to be asleep, although she showed a small smile.
I smiled softly. - "You're so pretty"
I let Ichika rest.
Even though she just went through a traumatic situation, she doesn't need comfort but some space and privacy.
Each person deals with trauma differently. In Ichika's case, she is mentally strong and was willing to bring this trauma on herself. Right now, she just needs to reflect on her actions while she is sure that I am close to her, but without me being literally next to her.
Before I left, I left behind a cup of hot chocolate milk and a tray of cookies. I used [Anti-Rasen] to stop the time on the food and the effect will wear off when Ichika wants to eat, so the food will stay warm.
I went to the room where the sisters were. The four sisters were very happy while Umaru acted like an innocent girl.
She was constantly saying how happy it made her to have such beautiful sisters-in-law. She was even able to determine what each sister was most proud of, for example, she talked about Nino's elegant appearance.
The most energetic quintuplet, Yotsuba, looked a bit depressed when I entered the apartment, she even seemed like she wanted to avoid looking at me while wanting to talk to me. Umaru noticed this, so he paid more attention to Yotsuba to make her laugh.
The brat has grown so much and I hadn't noticed... It's a bittersweet feeling.
Umaru was talking with Nia, Nino, Miku, and Yotsuba, meanwhile, Tsubaki, Yoko, and Medaka were quietly chatting with Itsuki.
Medaka may have childish ideals, but overall she is a girl with a mature mind and kind attitude, so she easily got along with Itsuki.
While everyone was talking, Ina was in a corner drawing. She was not sad about not being part of the conversation, she was very happy to see the characters from one of the animes that she likes, so now she was inspired to draw on the electronic tablet that I gave her.
"You already ate?" – I smiled seeing the women having fun.
"I want miso soup!" – Nino did not hesitate to demand what she wants.
I sighed and smiled, this cheeky girl is fun. – "For dessert, I will make pancakes"
"It's good that you know" – Nino looked up smugly.
"Burgers!" – Umaru yelled excitedly.
"Hey Listen! My extra cheeseburger! Hurry up dog, make a good meal and show that women are no longer necessary for cooking and are only good for collecting!" - Navi shouted with joy.
"Can I hit him?" – Miku asked angrily.
"It's useless, that idiot is harder than Luis's head" – Yoko snorted with disgust.
"Hey Listen! You can't hurt me! You are a woman and a hikikomori, you are doubly useless!" – Navi yelled with joy to annoy Miku.
Because of the orgy, the quintuplets know a few things about my identity.
They don't know the full magnitude of the power of the supernatural world and they don't know about Paradise either, but they know that I was summoned to another World and obtained magical powers.
They don't believe that I have the strength to subdue a god, but they know that at least in Japan, there is no one capable of facing me.
Miku started to hit Navi, but even a deity of destruction can't harm him. The idiot is just laughing.
I sighed. – "I need someone to help me cook…"
Nino was about to stand up, but my gaze focused on Yotsuba, so she got my idea.
"Yotsuba, why don't you help Luis?" – Nino asked nonchalantly.
"…." – Yotsuba looked nervous and worried. She wanted to have a moment to talk to me in private, but she is very worried about being unfaithful to Fuutaro.
Yotsuba may be simple-minded and not very bright, but her determination is good. She clenched her fists and stood up. – "I-I'm n-not good at cooking, but I'll try to help"
I smiled kindly, but without being too affectionate. - "Thank you"
Tsubaki made eye contact with me as I headed into the kitchen with Yotsuba. With her look, she is telling me that I shouldn't overdo it with Yotsuba and I should be nice.
Well, when I first met the quintuplets I liked Yotsuba the most since she was the least annoying among her sisters. I'll be nice to her.
In the kitchen, I washed my hands and began to prepare the ingredients.
While I was preparing the food, Yotsuba did not dare to speak to me and stayed near the door. Instinctively she wanted to run away like a scared little animal, but she also wanted to talk.
This situation was similar to my approach to Miku, but the circumstances are different. Miku wanted to cause pity to gain my attention while Yotsuba wanted to clear the confusion in her mind and heart.
Yotsuba still loves Fuutaro, but she also has feelings for me. It is not as strong as her love for her boyfriend, but that's easy to change.
Yotsuba stared at the ground as she pinched the corner of her shirt. She is dressed in her pajamas so she looks like a girl who was scolded by her father.
"Yotsuba" – I spoke after arranging the ingredients on the table.
"Eh?!" – Yotsuba jumped like a scared animal, she was too nervous and worried.
I sighed softly and turned to face her. My expression was a mixture of concern and irony. – "You don't need to be so nervous, I don't bite"
Yotsuba blushed remembering that she bit my arm when I took her anal virginity.
I moved closer to her but kept a little distance between us so she wouldn't feel cornered. – "Is there something you want to tell me?"
"…" – Yotsuba ignored her embarrassment and managed to gather enough courage to look up.
Her stubborn eyes met my concerned gaze. She was about to question me for agreeing to sleep with her even though she has a boyfriend, but those complaints disappeared when she saw the affection in my eyes.
For a few seconds, Yotsuba was fascinated by my gaze. I don't have particularly beautiful eyes, but the sincere affection in my gaze made her heart flutter.
Unconsciously, she took a step forward as if she wanted to kiss me.
Ever since we had an affair, she hasn't been able to stop thinking about me either during the day or at night.
Guilty pleasure, heartbreaking regret, overwhelming sadness, uncontrolled excitement, and unconscious longing. She has experienced new sensations and doesn't know how to deal with them, especially since she hasn't been able to talk to Fuutaro.
Lack of communication is the worst poison in a relationship.
Yotsuba's hands were about to touch my chest, but she managed to react before touching me.
With a little panic, she took two steps back, but she didn't try to leave the kitchen, she just looked at her own hands without understanding why she was about to kiss me.
"Are you fine? Something happens?" – I asked with concern.
Nino, Itsuki, Miku, and Ichika know that I'm a manipulative jerk so acting like a nice guy is useless with them.
On the other hand, Yotsuba has already heard how horrible my personality is, even her sisters have told her what kind of trash I am, but she's too naive and kind. Ever since we've known each other, she's always thought that I'm a bit moody, but deep down I'm a kind person.
This misunderstanding is because I protected her and her sisters, although that was only for work and at that time it didn't matter if they lived or died.
Yotsuba gritted her teeth. The great mixture of emotions was causing him a great headache.
She is usually a very positive and cheerful person, as well as having a good intuition to determine when a person is having a bad time, but she has great difficulty recognizing her own emotions.
Right now, she is very confused as she feels a lot of self-hatred for cheating on her boyfriend, but she also feels great warmth from my genuine concern and affection.
She highly values her love for Fuutaro Uesugi, so she made a desperate attempt to show that her heart already has someone.
"I'm sorry, but I love Uesugi-san!" – Yotsuba yelled with all her might as she bowed as if she was apologizing.
The women in the room heard that, but they stayed in the room so as not to interfere even though they wanted to come to watch the drama.
On the other hand, Yotsuba was trembling as she kept her bow. She is very worried about my reaction and she already regrets what she said. She doesn't want to hurt my feelings.
She is so considerate and innocent that she is adorable.
I remained silent for five seconds which increased Yotsuba's anguish. She is mentally preparing to see my reaction.
Whether it's anger or sadness, she is ready for any of my reactions, although there is another option that will only add to her confusion.
I gently patted her shoulder.
Since we've known each other, I usually pat her head since I treated her like a noisy little animal, so my action felt strange to her. It was like a way of marking the distance between us.
I sighed very subtly as if I didn't want her to hear me sigh, then spoke in a gentle voice that seemed to hide a deep sense of sadness. – "I see, I'm glad you could choose who to be with and be happy with"
Yotsuba's body trembled upon hearing the kindness in my words. She wasn't prepared for an approving response to her decision.
"I'm sorry for causing you so much confusion" – I spoke with a deep feeling of guilt.
Yotsuba raised her face quickly and spoke in a panic. – "N-No, nothing like that! You didn't do anything wrong, it was all my fault! I was the one that…! …. I…"
Yotsuba couldn't follow her words upon noticing my gentle gaze.
I smiled kindly while my eyes were slightly closed, although there was sadness in my gaze. – "Yotsuba, you don't need to apologize, I was the one who did something terrible to you and I caused you a lot of pain, I'm very sorry for that and you don't need to be nice to me, it only matters that you are happy"
I removed my hand from his shoulder and took a step back.
Yotsuba didn't understand why she felt as if she had lost something, she subconsciously reached out to hold my arm, but she stopped mid-action because I went back to the table where the food ingredients were.
"Yotsuba, go with your sisters while I finish cooking" – I started cooking while Yotsuba looked at my back.
Body language can convey emotions better than words. Even people with little observance and no background in psychology can see mood swings through body language.
In this case, Yotsuba could see the sadness reflected in my posture. To put it in a way, right now I have a lonely back.
I sighed softly as if talking to myself. – "That boy is lucky…"
Yotsuba bit her lower lip not knowing why she felt so annoyed with herself.
She didn't leave, but she didn't come close to me either. Her hands pressed to her chest as she felt a deep feeling of emptiness.
In general, it is not uncommon for people to fall in love with two people at the same time, especially during youth.
At this stage of life, young people are attracted to different people as they seek a compatible partner, not only in sexual aspects, but in terms of goals, likes, motivations, personalities, and dislikes.
The first love relationships usually fail since there is a great possibility of meeting new people who are more compatible. For this reason, marriages at an early age are often full of arguments, to the point of ending in divorces or infidelities.
As with everything, there are exceptions where couples are happy from beginning to end, but normally that happens in couples who do not travel and stay in a closed community, such as a rural town.
Fuutaro was Yotsuba's first love and from what I remember, it is a love that arose from childhood as they knew each other from a very young age.
From an idealistic point of view, that is romantic, since it is as if they were predestined to be together, but from a realistic point of view, that increases the chances of a love breakup.
Perfect love does not exist and idealizing a relationship is the first step to a breakup.
Even though Yotsuba loves Fuutaro and he loves her, the fact that she was willing to sleep with me destroyed the idealistic dream of perfect love.
Yotsuba is questioning if her feelings for me are love or just a strong friendship.
If I had gotten angry and acted indignant, then she would feel hurt, but her feelings for Fuutaro would be stronger, as she would realize her feelings for me were superficial.
On the other hand, showing sheer sadness and pain to her would make her feel guilty, which would make her want to get away from me. Idiots who use pity to attract women are pathetic trash who will never get real affection, they will only receive emotional charity that sooner or later ends up in loneliness.
The key here was to show sadness and loneliness, but not blame her or show resentment, but congratulate her on her resolve and wish her well.
What I am showing is that my love for her is sincere to the point that I am willing to leave her as long as she finds her happiness.
This is most effective with Yotsuba as she did something similar when she learned that her sisters were in love with the same man. She is a silly and kind girl who would give up her happiness to make her loved ones smile, so my actions made her see the sincerity of my feelings.
She knows that I am a perverted idiot with a huge harem and I even have a relationship with her four sisters, but everything in my actions shows that my love for her is real, besides, I highly value the feelings of the women I love.
"…." – Yotsuba's eyes began to water. She touched the corner of her eyes and was confused as she didn't know why she wanted to cry.
A deep sense of guilt filled her heart, at the same time, she felt a warm happiness realizing that she was so loved.
Fuutaro is kind, responsible, and hardworking, but he has the defect of having low emotional intelligence. He doesn't usually show affection for her directly, and while he is very attentive to others, he is not good at handling romantic topics.
Yotsuba doesn't have a problem with that and she's never been dissatisfied with her boyfriend's displays of affection, but now she's comparing my attitude to Fuutaro's.
Between the two, I am more affectionate and attentive to details. Inadvertently, Yotsuba began to compare us and she realized my attitude may be more moody, but I'm more romantic.
Yotsuba took a step towards me. That action alone consumed a lot of her strength.
"Luis… are we still friends?" – Yotsuba spoke with a trembling voice.
I stopped moving for a moment, then continued cooking without looking at Yotsuba. – "If that makes you happy then yes, we are still friends"
"…." – Yotsuba took another step towards me. - "Are you okay with that?"
Two more steps and she can practically hug me.
I sighed. – "Yotsuba, you are kind, considerate and you always care about others, so please stop being so nice to me, at this rate you will make me think that I have a chance with you and there is nothing crueler than creating false hopes"
Yotsuba pressed her hands to her chest. My words made her heart ache.
"You hate me?" – Yotsuba asked with a trembling voice as if she was about to cry.
"I don't hate you, I just want you to be happy" – I sighed softly. – "Better go with your sisters, the food will be ready in a while"
Yotsuba took another step towards me.
"Why do you care so much about me?" – Yotsuba no longer knew what her feelings were, she was only expressing her doubts to try to clear her confusion. – "I'm not glamorous like Ichika, I'm not elegant like Nino, I don't have Itsuki's maturity or Miku's tenderness… I'm not like my sisters, I'm very clumsy, I'm not good at thinking about things and sometimes I'm impulsive…"
She doesn't have an inferiority complex, she just can't understand why I fell in love with her even though I already have a relationship with her sisters.
I kept cutting the vegetables and looked over my shoulder. I didn't look directly at Yotsuba, but let her look at my expression.
"When your sisters started fighting for Fuutaro, you stayed on the sidelines and even tried to help them, you didn't think about your happiness, but you thought about the smiles of your family" – I smiled as if I was remembering a tender memory. – "You are a bit clumsy, but your kindness is adorable, besides, the determination you show when you compete, the smile you have when running, and the joy you transmit… Yotsuba, you are a wonderful woman"
Yotsuba blushed deeply.
She has heard many compliments as she has many suitors despite having a boyfriend, she has also received many athletic awards which has made her popular.
She is used to compliments and she doesn't pay much attention to them since they are people who only talk superficially. On the other hand, Fuutaro isn't the type to pay a lot of compliments even if she loves Yotsuba, so my words were shocking to her.
"Y-You're exaggerating…" – Yotsuba began to stutter in embarrassment. She no longer seems worried and sad, her embarrassment and subtle happiness made him forget her conflicting feelings.
For a moment I stopped cooking and looked at Yotsuba.
When our eyes met, she looked away in embarrassment.
I smiled slightly and let out a small laugh. - "You're cute"
Yotsuba pouted. - "Do not make fun of me!"
She wasn't really upset, it's just that going from anxious to happy made her have a slightly childish attitude.
My smile softened. – "I see, I was right"
Yotsuba blinked a few times and tilted her head in confusion. - "What are you talking about?"
"Nothing" - I shook my head and turned around to continue cooking. – "I just thought that you are prettier when you are loud and cheerful"
"…." – Yotsuba stood still as if she had frozen.
My expression, tone of voice, and words had been like an arrow into her heart.
Yotsuba took the last step and pressed her forehead to my back. – "I had not realized that your back was so strong…"
"Yotsuba?" – My voice showed confusion.
"N-Nothing, it's just…" – Yotsuba's hands were placed on my back, although she doesn't seem to understand the reason for her actions. – "I don't know… I just want to be like this for a moment…"
"I see" - I sighed and spoke with slight affection. – "I am going to beat the batter for the pancakes… Do you want to lick the spoon?"
"Yeah!" – Yotsuba spoke energetically. She is like a girl.
Yotsuba kept sticking to my back while I cooked.
When I finished making the pancake batter, I gave the spoon to Yotsuba to taste.
"Don't eat too much dough or your stomach will hurt" – I smiled slightly amused at seeing Yotsuba eating like a hamster.
Yotsuba nodded as she happily licked the spoon.
I smiled. – "Well, it is better when you are happy"
Yotsuba stopped eating and gave me a complicated look. – "Is it better when I am happy?"
I sighed and put my hand on her shoulder gently. – "Yotsuba, you are always looking out for the happiness of others, but you do not have the responsibility to help others, your only responsibility is your own happiness"
Yotsuba stared at the spoon in her hand. – "My own happiness?"
"Yes" - I nodded and removed my hand from her shoulder. – "Your kindness is something beautiful, but first you must work for what you want, the people who love you will be happy if you are happy"
"…." – Yotsuba kept looking at the spoon, although now he had a small smile. – "Will you be happy if I am happy?"
"If you are happy then I am happy" - I smiled.
"Even if I'm with Uesugi-san?" – Yotsuba looked up to meet her eyes, she wanted to see my reaction.
I sighed with slight discomfort, but I didn't show anger or indignation, I just nodded and forced a smile. – "If you feel that you can be happy with him, then I will give you my best wishes and I will be happy while you enjoy your life"
"I see" – Yotsuba looked at the spoon again.
There was a strange silence between us.
"Well, the food is almost ready, so go with your sisters" – I spoke with slight discomfort.
Yotsuba nodded, but instead of leaving, she raised the spoon of pancake batter. – "It lacks a little sugar, taste it"
I raised an eyebrow as if I was confused.
Yotsuba had licked the spoon so there was a bit of her saliva. I personally don't care about that, but in Japan, they are very conservative with a stupid thing called 'indirect kissing', so this is not normal.
"What's happening?" – Yotsuba pretended not to realize this, she is a lousy actress and she is trying hard not to show her expectations.
I sighed and taste a corner of the spoon.
"I don't think there's a lack of sugar" – I showed slight confusion and then licked the trace of dough on my lips.
Yotsuba clenched her fist to gather her courage.
"Y-You have food in your mouth" – Yotsuba was trying hard to appear mature. – "Come, I will help you clean it up"
She's a bit shorter than me, so I crouched down slightly after she grabbed a napkin.
"Close your eyes" – Yotsuba was staring at my lips.
I raised an eyebrow in confusion, so she pouted. – "It is embarrassing if you stare at me, close your eyes"
Her attitude is so forced and irrational that she is funny.
I closed my eyes and let her do what she wanted.
I obviously don't have food in my mouth, but that didn't stop Yotsuba from giving me a quick kiss on the lips.
It was a shallow, innocent kiss with no hint of lust or passion, but it was that innocent tenderness that made it particularly sweet.
I widened my eyes to see Yotsuba smile as he hurried out of the kitchen. – "I changed my mind, I don't want us to just be friends…"
Yotsuba left the kitchen and joined his sisters.
They started to ask her about what happened, but Yotsuba refused, refused to speak, and continued to taste the spoon, although, in reality, she was thinking about the kiss she gave me.
"Hey Listen! It would have been better if you penetrated her until she forgot about her boyfriend!" – Navi appeared next to me.
"Mental corruption through sexual pleasure is so easy it's boring" – I spoke listlessly and started serving each girl's favorite food, now I just have to bring the plates to the table.
"Tch, you lack evil! Cultureless pig!" – Navi shouted with joy.
"Yeah, whatever" – I rolled my eyes and pointed to a hamburger. – "Better eat and shut up"
"Hey Listen! I will, but not because you say so! I will never submit to a SIMP bitch!" – The idiot yelled happily and began to eat the hamburger.
I brought the food to the table, and everyone enjoyed the moment, although in the middle of the meal, I saw that Miku made a gesture with her eyes. She wanted to talk to me for a moment.
I headed to the bathroom while the girls enjoyed their food. While I was in the bathroom, Miku stood up and also went to the bathroom.
I didn't lock the door so Miku easily entered without asking for permission.
Miku closed the bathroom door and then held my shirt collar.
This is a big bathroom so I let her press me against a wall.
Miku looked at me with a great mixture of emotions in her gaze, but mainly there was resentment.
She wasn't mad that I just manipulated Yostuba to ruin her relationship with Fuutaro, she wasn't mad that I'm a womanizer either, she was just jealous.
"I always knew you're trash, but you went too far ruining Yotsuba's relationship!" – Miku had the look of a furious lioness.
Knowing and understanding are two different things. To know someone is to know his secrets but to understand someone is to see his true face.
Among the quintuplets, the one who knows me the best is Ichika, but the one who understands me the best is Miku.
Before, I disliked Miku because she was a spoiled brat, but what really disgusted me about her is her hypocrisy and stupidity. In general, she disgusted me since we are similar.
At present, I find her hypocrisy charming.
I smiled cynically. - "What's happening? Are you jealous because I used less aggressive methods to seduce Yotsuba? Or are you mad that I give her more attention than you?"
Miku's fury grew like a volcano about to explode.
Before she yelled stupidly, I grabbed her hands and pressed her back against the wall.
My actions were aggressive, although I didn't hurt her, I just showed a more violent attitude than I do with her sisters.
My right hand grabbed both of Miku's hands and placed them on top of her head. It was as if her hands were tied to the ceiling.
My left hand held her cheeks contemptuously.
Miku looked at me with pure resentment, though her cheeks flushed red and her breath hitched.
"Oh, what do we have here..." – My smile was filled with disdain. – "Is little Miku a masochist? Oh right, your moans were louder every time I spanked your ass… Heh, you're a hopeless pervert"
Miku moved her face away and bit my hand. She used enough force to rip the flesh off a normal person.
"If you were still hungry you just had to say so" – I kept smiling.
My fingers clamped down on her jaw and I made her head tilt a little.
"My adorable little Miku seems upset because I haven't given her the attention she wants" – I put my lips close to her ear and spoke softly. - "That you want? Do you seek attention? Do you feel so alone when I don't listen to you that you start acting like an idiot girl?"
Miku bit my hand harder, even though her body was shaking.
I gently kissed her neck which made her let out a small moan that was covered by my hand.
"Miku, you are childish, temperamental, a hypocrite, a liar, a manipulator, and a bit of an idiot" – My words made Miku's look filled with resentment. – "But you are my wife and I love everything about you"
I kissed Miku's neck hard to leave a small mark on her.
Miku stopped biting my hand and let out a louder moan.
I removed my hand from her mouth, cupped her chin, and kissed her lips.
Unlike the innocent kiss Yotsuba gave me, I kissed Miku with pure lust and possessiveness. I didn't show her tender and sincere love, instead, I expressed the possessiveness and desire that I have towards Miku.
Miku tried to free her hands, she wanted to hug my neck while we kissed, but I didn't let go of her hands.
Even though Miku is a hypocritical manipulator, she doesn't have a domineering personality, rather she has a submissive mentality.
It may sound contradictory for a manipulator to be submissive, but Miku does not want to control the actions of the people she loves, what she wants is for people to see her as a defenseless animal that must be protected and loved.
Simply put, Miku is a parasite that feeds on the pity and attention of others.
I'm usually disgusted by these kinds of people, but this little parasite is my lovely parasite.
I separated my lips from her and smiled as I licked my lips as if I had eaten something delicious.
"Do you want my attention? Well, here you have it" – My smile became more smug.
My left hand went into Miku's pants, I moved her underwear and inserted my middle and ring fingers into her already wet vagina.
Miku gritted her teeth to keep from moaning out loud.
"And good? What do you want?" – I stared into Miku's eyes as my fingers began to move.
Miku's body was writhing like a snake. She wanted to break free and run away, but she also wanted to receive more pleasure.
"I-I don't want your d-damn attention…" – Miku spoke stubbornly, although her gaze was focused on my dick.
"I see" – I shrugged and took my hand out of her pants.
"Hey?" – Miku widened her eyes in surprise, she didn't think she would stop me.
I let go of her hands and washed my hands while Miku continued to stare at me in disbelief.
Miku managed to react when I was about to come out of the bathroom. - "Wait! Wait you fucking idiot!"
I turned around and smirked. - "What's happening?"
Miku gritted her teeth angrily. – "I-I… I w-want…"
I directed my ear towards her. - "What? I can not hear you"
Miku wanted to hit me, but she managed to contain her anger. – "I want to do it again…"
I smiled and approached her to hug her waist. - "You see it? It wasn't that hard… You're prettier when you're honest"
"…" – Miku pouted angrily, but she didn't want to fight anymore, she just hugged me and put her face on my chest. - "I hate you"
I started stroking her hair. – "And I begin to love you, we complement each other well"
"…." – Miku blushed as she frowned, although her bad mood disappeared.
One of my hands began to caress her buttocks. - "Do you want to do it now?"
"..." – Miku subconsciously nodded, but then quickly denied it. – "M-My sisters will listen to us…"
"Right" - I nodded and sighed. – "You moan too loud"
"…." Miku frowned. – "I am going to bite your nipple if you say that again"
…That really did sound like a threat.
Where the hell did she learn that?
Whatever.
I sighed. – "Do it if you want, but I am going to give it back to you"
Miku's body shuddered.
"Masochist" – I did not hide the mockery in my voice.
"Shut up" – Miku was angry and embarrassed.
"Fine, I'll drop the subject" - I sighed. – "By the way, I heard that you haven't been to school for a few days"
"..." – Miku sighed. - "It's boring"
"Understandable" - I nodded. – "You have money and you don't need to work, plus you hate socializing… If you want to stay at home all day, it's not a problem, although it's a pity"
"What's a pity?" - Miku frowned.
"I'll start going to class and I would have liked to see you there" – I sighed.
"...….." – Miku looked up and looked at me skeptically. – "Now what are you planning?"
"I want to know how it feels to have a normal life" - I shrugged. – "I thought it would be a good life experience, besides, you also need to get out, you spend so much time locked up that mold will grow on your head"
Miku frowned at my mockery, but then showed confusion. - "Normal life? You? Did you injure your brain? Oh wait, I doubt you have a brain"
"I have a brain, I can show you" – I shrugged.
"Don't do it, I know you're crazy so don't do it" – Miku looked at me with disgust.
I smiled, this girl understands me quite well.
Miku sighed and pressed her face to my chest again. – "Are you really going to go to class like a normal person?"
"That's the idea" – I honestly don't think things will turn out the way I want, but at least I'll try.
"…" – Miku frowned. – "Normal is boring"
"Yes, yes, I know you like to think you're special and that's why you act like that" – I sighed. – "Miku, I have already told you many times, you need to grow up"
"…" – Miku was now angry. – "Do you dislike how I am?!"
"No" – I stroked the brat's hair to calm her down. – "I'm just worried about you"
"…." – Miku calmed down a bit. – "I'm fine, just stop bothering me"
I sighed. – "Miku, are you happy?"
"Yes" – Miku snorted with annoyance at my insistence.
"Miku…" – I gently put my hand on Miku's cheek and made her look at my face. – "You don't need to pretend with me"
"..." – Miku looked at me angrily, but she finally stopped acting and was willing to show her vulnerability. – "I prefer not to talk about this…"
Humans are social creatures so social isolation can cause early depression.
There are people who enjoy solitary activities like reading, writing, putting things together, or just thinking, but even lonely people need to talk to other people even if it's just small talk when shopping in a store.
The problem with being a lonely person is that people get used to melancholy, so many times the person may believe that they are fine even though they have traits of depression.
Miku is a clear example of this. Her only interactions are with her sisters and Fuutaro.
Family ties are important and help combat depression, but family will never replace friends and friends cannot replace family. Each social group has its traits, so it's easier to talk about certain topics with friends, even if those topics can't be discussed with family.
To combat loneliness, Miku has become obsessed with historical issues and literature, furthermore, she sees herself as a smarter person while other people are idiots. She uses that false superiority complex to escape her own loneliness.
Now that Miku is part of my harem, I am concerned about her emotional health, so I plan to create an environment where she feels safe while she is forced out of her comfort zone.
On the surface, it seems that Umaru is the same as Miku since my silly sister also hates social interaction, but the difference is that Umaru enjoys spending time alone since she knows that I will always be around to take care of her, plus now she has real friends who love her.
Now I need Miku to reintegrate into society so she has friends she can trust.
My idea is for her to become friends with my harem, but I will also let her have friends outside of my harem, it will also be good if she makes male friends as long as they don't think something stupid or there is a chance that they will disappear in tragic coincidences.
"Fine" - I sighed and kissed her forehead. – "If you do not want to go to class I will not pressure you, but I hope you will accompany me to some meetings to make friends"
Miku feigned anger. – "Do you want me to become friends with your lovers?"
"It's an option" - I smiled.
"…." Miku sighed. – "I appreciate your concern, but I do not need your help, I am fine"
"You are as stubborn as a girl" – I sighed. – "But it's fine, I'll respect your decision"
"Thank you" – Miku smiled with genuine happiness, although her smile turned ironic. – "By the way, when will you stop playing with my butt?"
In all this time, my hand did not stop caressing her buttocks.
"It bothers you?" - I smiled and continued to enjoy the softness of her body.
"It doesn't bother me" – Miku smiled provocatively. – "Anyway, you are a perverted idiot and I am too cute, it is normal that you cannot control yourself"
"Well, that's true" - I kissed her lips again. – "Let's go with the others, dessert is still missing"
Miku raised an eyebrow. – "Are you talking about an orgy or is there really dessert?"
"I made pancakes, although we can do it while you eat" – I shrugged.
"….." – Miku sighed. – "Why are you not ashamed of anything?"
"If you want I can pretend to be a child with no sexual or love experience" – I shrugged. – "You know, embarrass me every time our hands are close or run away when you get naked"
"…No, that sounds unpleasant" – Miku made a disgusted face. - "Let's eat"
I opened the bathroom door and we saw Ichika smirking at us. – "I came to the bathroom, but I found a couple of perverts"
Miku blushed brightly when Ichika's gaze focused on the kiss mark on her neck.
"Come on, the dessert will get cold" – I smiled when I saw Ichika and went to the dining room.
"That sounds delicious" – Ichika accompanied me while Miku stood still in embarrassment.
Miku looked at our backs and sighed with a mix of slight annoyance and happiness. - "Couple of fools…"
So we finished eating without any further problems.
There was no orgy.
While sex is enjoyable, spending peaceful time with loved ones can be more satisfying than sexual pleasure.
Having a normal life is not so bad...