CEO He : Please Don't Love Me

Liu Ji Fan didn't ask the questions inside his heart to Tian Yuan. He knew that Tian Yuan would not tell him anything no matter how much he forced him.

So he just decided to enjoy this moment.

He wanted to enjoy Tian Yuan's secret love.

"You're drunk?"

He saw Tian Yuan frowning.

Tian Yuan seemed to find out this new thing at this moment only.

Liu Ji Fan was silent for a moment then he nodded his head and said

"Yes, I am."

He even pretended to lose balance and fall down on the floor but Tian Yuan hurriedly caught him. Liu Ji Fan cooperated and let his head fall down on Tian Yuan's shoulder.

Tian Yuan looked at his lower head with a strange gaze. In Tian Yuan's eyes, Liu Ji Fan was the first drunkard who had really accepted that he was drunk.

However, he didn't think much as he knew that the man in his arms had always done strange things.

'Making a straight man bent was the strangest thing that this dog man had done.' thought Tina Yuan and helped Liu Ji Fan inside his room.

Tian Yuan can swear on his life that Liu Ji Fan's room was only at a half-minute of walking distance from the living room. However, it took a whole five minutes to take Liu Ji Fan to his room.

Finally, after a hard work of whole five minutes, Tian Yuan stepped inside Liu Ji Fan's room with him Liu Ji Fan almost whole body all over him.

"Yuan…Yuan baby…"

Liu Ji Fan murmured as he took one step and wrapped himself on Tian Yuan like a cola.

Tian Yuan was feeling so irritated that he really wished to kick him away. So when they were in front of the bed, he didn't hesitate any more and pushed Liu Ji Fan away from himself on the bed.

However, he had not expected the dog man to hold his body so tightly suddenly and making him fall on his body as he fell on the bed.

Before Tian Yuan could register what was going on, he felt his world turning upside down and then he was dropped on something very soft. After that, he felt something heavy on his body…..or he should say, someone.

"Ji Fan…get down...what are you doing?"

Tian Yuan said softly and tried to push Liu Ji Fan away. However, Liu Ji Fan held his tightly and refused to get down.

He buried his head in Tian Yuan's neck and sniffed his sweet scent. 

Tian Yuan chuckled noticing his actions.

"What are you?... A dog?"

Indeed, inside his heart, he was a dog man. Tian Yuan thought and chuckled to himself again.

"What is it? What perfume do you use?"

Tian Yuan's smile froze when he heard Liu Ji Fan's question.

A feeling of déjà vu hit him suddenly.

He couldn't help but remember how Liu Ji Fan used to hug him like this before. He would bury his head in his neck like this and made him stand still for almost half an hour.

"Which perfume do you use?"

He used to ask the same question but Tian Yuan never knew how to answer his question because he never used any perfume so he told him the same.

However, the dog-man would still ask him, again and again, every time thinking that he was lying. 

At that time, he used to think that Liu Ji Fan was a crazy man. But since he used to fear him, he couldn't say anything.

However, one day his anger suddenly burst out and he complained that his legs ache because of his crazy actions.

Tian Yuan smiled when he remembered what had happened after that.

The next day, Liu Ji Fan had taken him to a hotel and booked a room for them. The dog man had scared him out of wits when he had asked him to lie on the bed after closing the door.

When had he thought that the crazy man was really crazy? He had just hugged him like that and had slept for two hours and in that room.

"Why are you crying?"

Tian Yuan came out of his trance when he heard a familiar voice.

He saw Liu Ji Fan propped on his elbow above his body as he stared at him. When his question registered in his mind, confusion flashed through his eyes and he raised his hand to wipe his eyes.

He was indeed crying.

"Yuan…"

Perhaps he was feeling very emotional that Liu Ji Fan gentle voice when he called out his name made him cry more.

"Yuan, why are you crying?"

With blurry eyes, Tian Yuan looked at Liu Ji Fan and asked

"Ji Fan, will you remember everything about tonight?"

Liu Ji Fan paused and looked at him silently for a few moments and then shook his head.

"No" He whispered lightly staring into Tian Yuan's eyes.

Tian Yuan actually believed him because he remembered one such incident when Liu Ji Fan didn't remember anything because he was drunk.

Liu Ji Fan had been staring at Tian Yuan continuously.

When he saw Tian Yuan raising his hand suddenly, he thought that the b***d was going to slap him. However, what happened next was made his heart come out of his chest.

Tian Yuan cupped one of his cheeks gently and caressed his hair with his other hand.

"Ji Fan…"

Hearing his soft voice, Liu Ji Fan almost groaned. He stared into Tian Yuan's black eyes.

They were full of love ...for him.

"I missed you so much."

After saying these words, Tian Yuan felt that his heart suddenly became very light.

"I missed you so much, Ji Fan"

He whispered again.

As tears fell out of his eyes, his vision got blurry.

He didn't see that Liu Ji Fan's eyes were also filled with tears. To hide his emotions, Liu Ji Fan buried his head in Tian Yuan's neck again.

Liu Ji Fan had always thought that it was him who had suffered after Tian Yuan left him mercilessly. But at this moment, he could feel Tian Yuan's pain and love for him.

His Tian Yuan ...he had also missed him. Perhaps he had also cried remembering him just like him.

He hugged Tian Yuan tightly when he thought of Tian Yuan crying alone.

Inside his heart, Liu Ji Fan promised himself that he would find out why Tian Yuan suddenly left him. He had a feeling that Tian Yuan must have some reason behind leaving him.

And he would find those reasons.

Perhaps the same reasons were stopping him from staying by his side.. He would eradicate all of them from their roots.